Reiki Master and more.

Reiki.
On the 10th day of May 2009 I became a Chikara-Reiki-Do, Usui and Tibetan Reiki Master.

I am quite proud of this achievement. It always seemed to be unreachable and I'm somehow here. I love practising Reiki, it's so calming and yet, energising.

I also emailed my Father telling him the good news and also sent my lineage chart and my 3 certificates as proof in the email. I'm very proud of this achievement, I hope that he and mother are proud too. Spiritual healing of any type is not down his line, however, it is one more qualification under my belt in case I ever need it. At the moment it is also coming in quite useful.

Tarot.
I ordered a course that will enable me to become a professional tarot reader today, however I sent it to my parents address by accident so I cannot start the course until roughly the 27th June 2009. I'm a bit disappointed at this, however, everything happens for a reason so, for now, I am suffice with this.

I don't know how long this course will take but I'm sure the course will be worth it.

Other Courses.
I've been quite interested in taking other courses too, however I do not want to take on too much at a time so I have limited myself to the tarot course until it is completed. It will be quite expansive to get all of the qualifications I would like, however, by the time the course has finished I should have earned enough money for my next chosen course. It's quite a nice balance.

I'm interested in learning the following, either basic or in depth I will know closer to the time:

1. Numerology,
2. Astrology,
3. Astronomy,
4. Past-life regression,
5. Palmistry,
6. Rune-reading,
7. Angel Therapy,
8. Mediumship training,
9. A course in spirit guides,
10. Herb studies,
11. Crystal studies,
12. Psychic awareness,
13. Dream interpretation,
14. Shaman studies,
15. Empath training.

I would be very pleased if, within this life-time, I did learn all of the above. Also, maybe, learning about Ascended Masters? Hmm, I'm not sure. I've always had a thirst for knowledge.

Teaching, Avalon, Angels, Gifts, and The Craft.

I'm a bit confused. I've found out a lot but the more I find out the more questions I have. I know where to go to get them answered, but I don't want to.

I found out that I am an Elf. I belong to Avalon, like I thought I did. Everything has a different name to different people. Everything is one.

I miss everything, there's so much I need to do and haven't. I've been told not to go and help Gabriel in the vision I had, which is very hard since he is one of my most beloved Angels. I need to go and fight in the battle of light and dark, everlasting as it is I must fight this demon that passed onto the Archangel Michael - though I know it was really mine to fight. I must overcome my fear and defeat my foe. I must also go to Avalon. I need to visit, there is information there that they want me to know, I'm not sure why, but I'm needed there.

I want to know why people are drawn to me, to learn from me. I understand it as it is my angelic mission from God to bring people back to him, and I do that by teaching of the Angels and the Astral Realm, how people may contact them, about all things spiritual that I know so that people know about them, even if they don't believe they come to me willingly. It slowly opens their minds to God. There are many paths to get there, some more false than others, however they all lead to the same end.

I have a lot of gifts, and yet I have the feeling that I'm loosing them. The reading about grounding my skills, is it really grounding them, or having them taken from me because I've had them for as long as I needed? What is my true role here on Earth? I know my missions, but Earthlings love labels, so what is mine?

I've had my initiation into The Craft after the Goddess requested it. I got a lot of stick from other people as they did not understand that I was only doing the God and Goddesses bidding. As far as I am concerned, the God and Goddess know more than any High Priest or Priestess on this planet. After my initiation I got so defensive that I realised I was as bad as the people offending me, and slagging off my beliefs, as I did not respect their lack of respect for mine. I should have been patient and let it slide. I let ego get in my way of judgement.

I need to meditate.

My Spiritual Reading.

This is a reading I had from a very skilled medium/channeller.


I'm getting the feeling that your very spiritual. You've spent many lifetimes both in this realm and other realms learning about psychic abilities. Your knowledge base has grown from what you learnt in Atlantis, what you learnt as a witch and what you learnt as a potion maker in Germany. In this lifetime your mission is to use your inherent gifts and ground them into the earth. This creates a pool of energy which others are then more easily able to tap into which will help them to aquire new psychic gifts as well.

Presently the archangels are showing me a witch holding a white apple. This is a sign of purity and something you have struggled with in the past. You missused your gifts as your ego took control which is quite natural for the times that you lived in were quite harsh. This created a shadow side however. The shadow side is the parts of your nature that you fear and those parts which you are slowly asked to unravel. These aspects arise whenever your ego feels threatened in some way. These aspects of yourself shouldn't be abhored but more transformed and integrated into your personality today. To do this will require strength but you have a host of angels and guides willing to support you along the way. People that you meet along your journey will also act as divine messengers...they will give you further information to reflect on as you grow and develop.

Some things I suggest you start looking into are Atlantis and the mermaids as you have a strong connection to mermaids. I'm also told that you should aquire some information about aliens. Be discerning as to what information you read however. You also need to look into the dead sea scrolls. Spiritual books will also help you as you collect more information and ascend further.

This period is basically a transition period and a time of healing. My guides show me dolphins which means much emotional healing will go on over the next 6-9 months. Sometimes this will hard but the journey will be worth it.

It was very accurate. To be honest, it was a bit too close to home. Due to this, I think I appreciated it more.

I'm a bit sad that in this life I have to use my gifts to help people, though I do not fully understand what grounding my gifts is. I have the feeling that I will not be able to use them though. It saddens me because in all my lives I have been able to use my gifts at will, and in this one I may have that taken away from me.

What do you expect for the life of an incarnated angel?

Avalon and more.

I've been speaking to by friend about Avalon today, and telling her what I saw. It has a lot to do with King Arthur, Merlin, and others.

There are Nine Sisters of Avalon who carry Royal Blood. My friend is one of them, though from what I can gather only the Avalonian witch at her birth and me in an online message have said or suggested she has it. She's very wise :) and also very modest.

I find Avalon fascinating, and I managed to tell her (with alterations from herself) the history and what is happening now, as well as a few ceremonial pieces the Nine wear. It's quite nice how it works sometimes, however...

I don't know. I would love to belong. Not that I don't already, but to a spiritual family of sorts. I feel drawn to Avalon and have since I heard about it. Feeling drawn and being part of it is not the same though.

Avalonians are Elven creatures, I am not. I am part angel and part dragon. What it means I don't understand. I will find my people one day. I found those which I was part of in past lives, but what about now?

Who I am.

A person once told me, I am part Dragon. Though, I know that I am part Angel. I did not undestand how a person could be both, until I had come guidance...

"As for being part Angel/Dragon, it is possible. The Angelic side of your nature will be to nurture mankind & your Dragon part will be its defence.

The Dragon aspect of your nature represents Wisdom & Knowledge of The Otherworlds and, eventually, Pure Magick.

An Earth Bound Angel comes from the Higher Realms and are usually appointed by The Elders before conception in this life."

It now makes sense to me, and I have done this for quite a while now. It is the Dragon in me that makes me patrol the Astral Realm defending those who cannot defend themselves.

Crow, Raven & Wolf Totems.

This is the meaning and definition of a crow totem or animal guide.

Crow: Justice, shape shifting, change, creativity, spiritual strength, energy, community sharing, and balance.

Raven: Introspection, courage, self-knowledge, magic.


Wolf: Loyalty, perseverance, success, intuition, and spirit.

The Crow

Crows are very vocal birds. They are sly and often deceptive in their actions. Crows have been known to build false nests high in treetops to confuse predators. The height of their nests give them the opportunity to watch everything that is going on around them. Many cultures think of crow as the keeper of knowledge for nothing escapes their keen sight.

Crows travel in groups and make mischief in teams. As one crow explores something new, others will watch closely to see what happens and then learn from it. In this way they seem to always be in council with each other. They often raise a ruckus when hunters are around, warning deer and other birds. Crows recognize possible danger and always post lookouts when feeding---thier most vulnerable time.

Their language is complex and they have a remarkable voice range. Each caw has its own meaning. Sometimes crow warns of impending danger. Other times it signals a time to join in council and make decisions. Listening to crow can teach those with this medicine how to hear the truth of what is being said.

The striking black color of crow represents the color of creation. It is the womb out of which the new is born. Black the color of night gives birth to the light of a new day. Crow is a daytime bird reminding us that magic and creation are present in both. Their ability to shift between the known and unknown world indicates new journeys.

Because crow is adaptable to all environments and will eat almost anything they can survive in almost any situation. Crow is associated with magic, unseen forces and spiritual strength. If crow flies into your life, get out of your familiar nest, look beyond your present range of vision, listen to its caw and act accordingly.

The Raven

Ravens have a long history of myth and lore associated with them. In some native tribes they are known as the "keeper of secrets." They hold the teachings of mysticism and magic. Ravens are linked to the void, where universal secrets are stored. Their inky black color is the color associated with darkness. The darkness is a place where unconscious fears live. Raven, a master magician, embodies the energy of transformation and shows us how to eliminate our inner demons.

Ravens are the largest songbirds in North America. They are extremely intelligent and are clever mimics. They incorporate and mimic calls of other species and can teach us how to understand the language of animals. They have also been known to learn some human words.
The raven knows the mystery of life. They have an intimate association with death and rebirth. Because raven would feed on the corpses of the dead hanging on the gallons, early European settlers feared this bird and considered it to be an ill omen. In truth, however, raven should be respected not feared.

There are many stories in native cultures about this illusive black bird. Shamans know the power of an unexpected piercing sound in altering consciousness. Ravens exercise this power, emitting a variety of sounds and can aid us in shifting our consciousness into various dimensional realms. This is one reason why the raven is known as a shape shifter with magical powers. Anyone with raven as a totem can expect continual changes and spiritual awakenings throughout their life.

Raven picks its students according to their accumulated wisdom. It flies into a persons life carrying the energy of magic and healing. If it decides to settle in and take up residence, it will stay as long as necessary to aid you in transmuting your karma then return you to the light. It will push, prod, and lead you into the discovery of your multidimensional self and reunite you with the secrets of the multidimensional universe. Those with this totem should remember to meet raven, not with fear, but rather with an appreciation for the teachings that it holds.

The Wolf

When a lone wolf is spotted in the wilderness it embodies the energy of freedom. When seen in a pack it embodies a sense of community. If wolf appears to you alone or in a pack it is asking you to acquire the same within your own life. In spite of their negative press wolves are actually friendly, social and highly intelligent.

The wolf's senses are highly developed. Their intelligence is marked with excellent hearing, sense of smell and strong feeling. They are determined as well as cunning and use these skills for the benefit of the pack. The howl of the wolf is primal and penetrating. They howl to find other pack members or to let wolves from outside of the pack know their territory boundaries. If you hear a wolf howl it might be telling you to stand your ground and defend your boundaries.

Wolf teaches you to have a balance between the needs your family has of you and the needs you have for yourself. They are totally loyal to the pack but do not give up their identity to the pack. If wolf appears in your life you are being asked to look at where you are being too dependent and where you may be too independent. In both family and community there needs to be a balance.
Wolves convey much with their bodies. If they are angry, they may stick their ears straight up and bare their teeth. A wolf who is suspicious pulls its ears back and squints. Fear is often shown by flattening the ears against the head. A wolf who wants to play dances and bows playfully. Their body language is symbolic for those with this medicine. Man also uses body language to convey messages. The study of this art can increase perception in those with this totem.
Wolves hunt in packs, relying on endurance to run down weak and older animals. They have been known to run 35 miles a day in pursuit. They are the epitome of stamina and strength. With an extremely well developed societal organization, they act together to hunt and raise their young. They do not fight unnecessarily and often go out of their way to avoid fighting.

Sometimes a growl, a glance, a posture is all that is necessary to determine dominance. Wolf teaches those with this medicine to know who you are and to develop strength and confidence in what you do.

Astral Projection.

Astral projection is one of my favorite things to do spiritually. However, some people struggle to get there.

On a spiritual forum I visit regularly, someone asked the wise question "Do people with animal totems find it easier to astral project?". I do not know the answer to this question, however I am willing to find out. I, myself, have the totem of the Crow/Raven. It is renowned for healers of the Native American tribes to have this totem.

There is no need to be worried about getting 'stuck' outside your body, it is so rare that I have never heard a case of this happening. In fact, I studied astral projection once to get a better idea of what I was doing. Scientists had done an experiment to see the percentage of people who got stuck in astral travel, no one did. I cannot remember the statistics of the number of people who volunteered to do the experiment, however it was over 100 people.

Astral projection is a wonderful thing to achieve, the best part is that it rarely looks the same to two people. The only "set" part seems to be when they get to the Astral Realm, and the first thing they see is raven black, then a sort of light mist. After that, it is always different. To me I know it is not my imagination because the scenery is never along any line of thought I had at the time.

There are beings in the astral realm, light and dark. However, some people would prefer beginners to believe that there was not. Only some on the "lower levels". I agree, there are far more on these "lower levels", however they are also scattered around the rest of them. Don't fear them as they drink your fear.

Before you set off for the Astral Realm, protect yourself with white light that radiates from your very core. Expand it so it pushes everything negative out of your body, including negative thoughts. When it covers our whole body circle it off in either a circle (a "bubble") or an egg shape. Mine is an egg shape as I prefer it being close to me, however a circle makes some feel more comfortable. Reinforce this white light when you get in the Realm by doing the same thing but "over the top" of your last attempt. I say to do this as many people do not protect themselves who are new to Astral Projection. This makes them an easy target.

If you get in trouble there, or feel worried, or tense, don't be. There are guardians of the Astral Realm, both spirits and people who live but are in spirit there. I am one of these, I help to protect those who are in trouble. The ones in spirit have the power to "force" people out of the astral realm if they feel they are in danger. If this happens to you don't try to go back instantly because chances are you can't, they "block" you for a certain amount of time. You are not perminently blocked, only temporarily until the danger has gone.

Enjoy!